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Persecution - Persecuted?

Fri, 14 Sep 2007 07:22:56 GMT

It takes a lot to make me pissed. And currently I am. I'm blogging currently to those assholes who think they are so "real" in life. What is the use of showing truth and having integrity? The world persecutes you. What's the use of being kind to those around you? The world persecutes you.

It doesn't matter how many times it happens. It ALWAYS happens. Nobody appreciates truth. Everybody likes masks over their faces. All lies. Deceit. Maybe i should. I will. It's time for chess. Pawns are dispensable. YOU asked for it.

I have ReturneD

It's been a long long while...

Tue, 31 Jul 2007 18:05:38 GMT

Woo... finally i'm back. Seems the last post was during my birthday.
I wasn't blogging for 2 simple reasons during my semester break (If y'all were wondering where in LaLaLand i disappeared to...)

Reason 1 : To busy with life
Reason 2 : Getting sick 3 times a month

Anyway, back to uni I am... so lets have a quick run through... Life is going to be different this semester since i'll be turning my life upside down, living in a different way than before. Juz y'all wait...

And one more thing on the sidenote
which seems to be the biggest issue i feel
Is....
F^ck u all bastards. You think i'm invisible???
*Goodnite*

There are a few...

Fri, 25 May 2007 16:01:32 GMT

Well it seems that there are SOME who noticed, and many more who did not give a damn.
Anyhow, just a breakdown on whats happening...
19 years ago... a blessing/curse was brought into the world... curse or blessing, it is undetermined yet
But whats for certain is that...
He shall continue fighting against destiny
even though it might be his destiny to do so....

Happy Birthday 19th Birthday to Myself
XD

It's About Time....

Thu, 24 May 2007 11:40:35 GMT

And it seems...
NO ONE
cares.... well there are some...
i'll give it another day

The Turtle is going to sink....

Sat, 19 May 2007 10:41:09 GMT

Finally back on the "turtle". I hope it wont sinks with the extra WEIGHT i'm gonna put on it...

Do you miss Ms. Lee's Addmaths more or Tay Guan's Design History More???

Thu, 17 May 2007 22:42:48 GMT

After 72 hours battling the ferocious 8 headed, 12 legged, 6 winged, 5 eyed monster called Design Journal, I finally "self proclaim" my 3rd Semester in Limkokwing University College of Creative Technology is ....

---OVER---

So now i can slowly plan and execute - what I am going to do over my 2 month plus long holiday... and think on ways to get an electric bass guitar (and the amp not to mention...), yeah I've made my decision... play bass. Why not electric guitar then? I'd say it's because I feel that bass is more... me? Perhaps? And besides, everyone loves bassists... since they're a rare breed ;)

After stressing over my assignments... I ask myself the age long question which has fascinated philosophers for all so long... why the hell am I doing art???

Reasons why I should be doing science:
I'm a science person
I'm a straight person
I'm a logical person
I'm an intelligent person
I'm a fast person
I'm a problem solver
I'm an achiever
I'm a scholar
I'm intellectual

Reasons why I should be doing art:
I'm an artist
I'm a designer
I'm a musician by heart
I'm one who always has artistic tendencies
I'm gifted
I'm hardworking in practicing
I'm able to see
I'm able to feel
I'm one who expresses

But still... the question remains... My Darling Addmaths vs. My Sweetie Design Studies.... Who is the Real victor?
Maybe its as Hirano Aya says.... 全ては　ＧＯＤ　ＫＮＯＷＳ。。。

See you soon little turtle shaped island filled with good food!

And Curtains almost closed...

Sat, 12 May 2007 14:43:29 GMT

And the semester is going to end in a weeks time... with another assignment left and heaps of journals.... Life in the last week is not that easy as well.... Fault of the depression... Sheehz

Anyhow.. I completed my painting... The subject matter is a rose... and somehow through some creative processes... it ended up like this... I dedicate this piece i call "Submission" to my friend Yeoh Ting En who so suddenly saved me when I ran out of time and ideas for the piece. Here's to you:

And before I forget... The bass guitar was taken back a long time ago by the owner... to be sold second hand to a junk shop for 400 bucks... when he bought the whole set for 1000+ bucks... and didn't even touch it much...
I should have bought it from him... Now i've to go around searching for an electric bass or electric guitar to buy... IF i even HAVE a budget IN THE FIRST PLACE.... So in memory of the guitar, here's the cover on the guitar for my Design History assignment. Retro : De Stijl

simple Expression...

Thu, 03 May 2007 17:51:44 GMT

What am I DOING???
wake up...

Crawling

Sun, 29 Apr 2007 17:24:49 GMT

Its painful to drag yourself along. Digging your fingers into the soil just to pull you along. Inch by inch. You can hear the friction. The floor is dry. Rough. It tears your clothes. Your skin peels off, revealing the raw qualities of your bone... Even though i'm moving again. The sensation is bitter. It is a long and painful crawl. The last 10 inches are the closest yet the furthest...

Save me...

Losing Grip

Sat, 28 Apr 2007 19:00:13 GMT

Its been a month since i've updated. Since then...

So many things have happened;

Power Outages Assignments Going Home Meeting Friends Hearing News

So many emotions felt;

Anger

Depression

Hate

H a p p i n e s s

E x c i t e m e n t

Nostalgic

Hurt

At the end of the day, i'm still alone with all my burdens. Who gives a damn? Is there any other way other than art to express myself?

I'm Sick - Sick of doing the same thing over and over again...

I'm Tired - Tired of being the same old person...

I'm Bored - Bored with all the repetitions...

Maybe it's my painting. Maybe its me. Maybe I should be a fine artist. Maybe.

Maybe NOT.

Lets hope i can still keep my sanity until the semester ends. And hope that my assignments come through with my sanity. I need music - to MAKE, i mean...